Alone if Necessary

A simple seeker was meditating on the concept of serving a sacred cause, alone if necessary, but not necessarily alone.

“What cause?”

“I don’t know.

“So, all that is missing is the cause?”

“The cause? Not, a cause?”

“Could it be any cause?”

“No.”

“Then, that narrows the field, somewhat.”

“You’re mocking me.”

“Yes.”

“But I do seem to need to do something with my life.”

“You have.”

“What have I done?”

“You’ve lived.”

“So has everyone else.”

“Yes, but with a difference.”

“And the difference is?”

“Everyone else lives his or her own life.”

“And I have lived mine?”

“Yes.”

“But that relates to the past.”

“Are you not living now?

“In the present?”

“Where else can you live, now?”

“I want to do something in the future that I haven’t done in the past, or now.”

“What?”

“I don’t know.”

“Will you know in the future?”

“Yes, of course. But I want to plan to do something.”

“How you’ll do whatever you’ll do?”

“How can I know how to do what, when I don’t know what to do?”

“How have you done what you did in the past, and are not doing in the present?”

“I did what I seemed to need to do, as well as I could.”

“We can never do more than that.”

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A simple seeker’s note to herself

Thinking back on my discussion with Spirit about planning for the future, He seemed to be reminding me that we each live our life from day to day, more and/or less, and that it’s just not possible to know for sure what will be important to us in the future. But if we work to do what’s important to us now, as well as we can, then we’ll be developing skills and habits which will help us adapt to whatever the future brings our way.

“Yes. Study and practice whatever you think is important for you to do, now. In the future, perhaps you’ll be interested in something else. So what? Then you can study and practice doing that something else. The skills you’re learning now, and the study habits you’re developing now, can be adapted to whatever situation and/or opportunity that presents itself in the future. You’ll be prepared.”

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Published by jeanw5

A Journal of a journey, with Spirit as my guide, using the wisdom of I Ching, an ancient explanation of change as a necessary part of life, to understand Life, and where, how, and why my life has developed as it has, and where do I go from here, and how, and why. My mission, purpose, or desire is to share my struggle toward and passion for enlightenment, without having a clear idea of what it will look like when I find it, and I intend to find it, sooner or later. Meanwhile I seem to be struggling toward enlightenment without a clear road map, unless Spirit, my constant companion (did He invite himself along, for laughs, perhaps?) is hiding it from me, for whatever reason. Vancouver, BC Canada is the only place I care to live, in this world. Perhaps it's not entirely by choice. My name is carved into a nearby sidewalk, as if to remind me where I belong. I am blessed to have Spirit as a teacher. Just ask him.

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